the anonymous friend calls again......

yes, she did. She called again. This time she told me that the ex-canadian wife is scared to call me. She told me a few other little things, too. I'm confused. And to be honest, really really fed up. Is this what I've been reduced to?

My husband called me as well....just a quick 5 minute call. He was calling to advise me to record any telephone calls that I get from strangers. You got to be kidding. Then he said, "hang in there." Like, I am on his side, or something. I think I'm just in the neutral zone. This whole situation has taken my focus away from my deen and being a good muslim. It's like I'm playing a game of chess and I've been cornered on the board. Moves and counter moves. It's so silly and time consuming. I just don't want to play anymore.

I think that the prozac is giving me insomnia......I have a hard time to just sleep. And when I do manage to sleep, I don't get much of it. I don't know really what to do about that.