Guess what? I'm dead.......no, really.....

Well, I received another anonymous phone call. It was a friend of my hubby's secret Canadian wife. It seems like she just wants to be fair and let me know what's going on. (the canadian was a temporary marriage....yes, haraam....he's now married to a moroccan) Seems like hubby told her that I was dead. HO HUM! I look pretty good for a dead broad. And she named gold jewellery my hubby brought from Egypt that I picked out for his "friend's wife". Oh yeah.....and he didn't divorce this one last summer like he said. It's so many lies. I'm in over my head with them all. If he can lie so much to other woman......I cannot expect him to be truthful to me. I've been taking prozac for almost 2 weeks.....it's helping. I'm not so all over the place. But I'm so confused....what do I do? To be honest.....I want to walk away.....how could he say I was dead? I don't want to go back to Canada.....I want to stay here with the kids in Egypt. I want, i want........subhanALLAH.
I've been listening to islamic tapes of some good islamic scholars from Egypt. I am finally really picking up the language enough to understand a few of them really well and benefit from them. Alhamdulillah.
I've been attacked by the lazies. I don't want to do anything.....everything is a chore.....so I'm trying to get my thinking back in order so that I can put my life that way too.
I just don't know what I should do...........I don't think I can accept this wife...........but what I'm more concerned about is if I can accept my husband this way. He was never, ever like this when we were together. It's like he's having a mid life crisis in a big way. Allah help him. Ameen