Friday, August 11, 2006

I
feel
like
crying.....

but
I
don't
want
to
cry

alone.

7 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

yeah here is mine too...is your head big enough to fit on both of our shoulders at the same time?

3:50 PM

 
Blogger Vena said...

As salamu alikum Safa....Where in Egypt do you live??? I am egyptian and I wish I could take a vacation from all this polygamy stuff and just go relax with my family there in Cairo. We'll see. Fi amman Allah...Vena

8:26 PM

 
Blogger Safa said...

You know what happened yesterday? I was thinking how after 16 yrs, how boring I must be. Maybe I just don't turn him on anymore, nothing new interesting.....and thinking how addictive that newness must be. Remembering the beginning of our marriage where Hubby couldn't get enough of me....how life was like an adrenalin rush....

Thinking that if Allah takes me outta this situation....I never...ever....want to suffer in it again.

I suppose I'm just anxious about the new tickets...and am so worried.

Vena: I'm just outside of Cairo. I'm so happy you made it over here......welcome to our little group

10:52 PM

 
Blogger PM said...

Sweet Sissy,

Nobody could be bored with you -- even after 116 year! You need to banish that thought from your beautiful head.

A mature person knows and accepts that a certain familiarity comes with being togather over a period of time but that should be a comfort and a reminder that he should be grateful to Allah for blessing him with a lasting. loving marriage.

Love you Safa!

Salaam Alaikum,
PM

1:56 AM

 
Blogger Vena said...

As salamu alikum Safa.....I have just read your april and march blogs and I must say that when you speak I feel as if it is me you are talking about and my feelings that you are feeling. Subhan Allah. Our stories are not exactly the same, but the emotions we are experincing are one. May Allah make it easy on us and give us patience and allow us to enter into jannat al firdaws....Ameen.

3:05 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I do not care what happens but NEVER EVER think of yourself as boring or unattractive...you one of the most Beautiful, Strong, and encouraging women I know.

4:51 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Asalamalaykom,

If you are with Allah, you are not alone.

11:14 PM

 

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