I'm in Cairo.........sound the alarm!!!!!

I've gone to visit with my niece for a few days. I should be returning on Saturday afternoon.......I won't have internet access so I'll be "silent" for a change. Which is all and good......u know how much I like to ramble on. I'm sort of worried going back to Cairo....my inlaws are all over me when I'm there. But this time I am prepared and I have some answers ready. (I'm one of those ppl who walks away thinking of what they should have said....)

My hubby finally called yesterday.....amazing! 10 days only. And he was all lovey dovey on the phone.....he's driving me nuts, I tell ya! He hung up on my last time....and now he's like....I want you to remember one thing.....do you know what it is? And I'm like...no? And he says....that I love you. What the hell with the mind games?? And then he's saying he's gonna call me today as well....so I told him....Ahna Ummattun wasitaa......which is from Quran....which means we are an ummah of moderation. Translation? Don't call.

Anyways.....his excuse for not calling me was that he had lots of problems and didn't want to worry me......yeah right. You know what? I'm so mad at him.......o....and he also told me that he is suffering for his "unwise decisions". Talk about picking ur words carefully.........

I think the truth is......our relationship of old is gone........and what we have right now is shaky......it's scary.....well.....there's something for you all to think about till I get back........

Love ya'll lots and I'll miss you more......MWAH!