Snake under my skin......

I had the strangest dream yesterday. SubhanAllah! And I woke up and it's still bothering me. I dreamt that I cut the top of my hand... in about the same spot where I had my IV in my hand. It was a gaping cut and it was bothering me. There was also a burnt area on my wrist, directly above the cut. In my dream... I was very disturbed by both of these. I started to manipulate the skin above the gaping cut, because I felt like there was something under the skin....I was thinking glass, or a rock. It hurt when I manipulated it. And then.... something comes half out of the cut. It looks like a white cockroach. I scream and stop pushing on my skin...and the thing goes back inside.

I'm freaking out now..... and start looking at the burned part carefully....I see it moving. Maybe there are two of those ugly things in there?? So I call my oldest daughter and tell her to get tweezers. I explain to her that there is something inside and when I push it out, that she is to grab it with the tweezers and pull. So I start pushing on the skin....and it pops out....she grabs it....and starts pulling. It keeps coming and coming.....and we realize that it's a long skinny snake like creature......at one point, she screams....(I think I keep screaming, too.) and the entire thing goes backwards inside my skin again!

I'm desperate to be free of this thing....and I go to the DR....I explain and he says....the only way to get rid of it is to urge it out with a piece of meat....teasing it step by step.....until it goes out on its own accord. ((shudder)) So then he gets the meat....and slowly.....the snake starts going out.....I want to scream.....but contain myself. It looks like a white skinny snake with a small dragon head and horns. I can feel it coming out of my arm......and I'm disgusted. Finally the entire thing comes out of my arm.....the DR quickly throws it out the window. I sit in his office in shock.........I wonder how long I've had this thing.........

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So that's the dream. And like I said...it's been bothering me. I suppose you guys can all see the parallels in my life with this dream. My husband is the snake, of course. SubhanAllah!

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Did I mention that I finally talked to him again yesterday? LOL! He called, I answered the phone.....How are you? How are the kids? Let me speak to the 10 yr old.....

That's all he said to me.....3 sentences. It was the first time to hear his voice since I asked him for a divorce 23 days ago. I've written a letter to the sheikh....the one in Canada. And unfortunately, I haven't heard back from him yet.

When my company leaves, I'm planning to go to my BIL downstairs and enlist his help. I'm not happy being dragged along. Whats changed?? I'm still sitting in Egypt waiting....and he's still not here....... What's changed?