TIme to skidaddle.......
My hubby called yesterday and I got a fit of the shakes...I could barely talk. I don't know what happened....but this is the first time in a long time. I shake so badly and I can't control it.....it must sound so weird on the other end of the line....we didnt' talk very long....he was busy.....oh yeah...and also too busy to call the sheikh, btw.
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I was fantasizing about the villa again......thinking about living there....having my dream bedroom.....giving birth to the baby while I"m living there. It made me happy just thinking about it....paint colors, furniture....new beginnings.... Insha Allah, it will be a reality. I really hope so.
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I bought an oven....an industrial oven, like the ones in restaurants. It has three gas elements inside, the bottom and both sides. So it cooks super quick and evenly. It's great for making bread, macaroni bechamel....that rice that's made with milk....lots of stuff. I've been wanting to buy one for a long time. I brought it to the villa and left it with the maid. She knows how to make homemade bread and fateer......so I'm going to get her started...insha Allah. I'm happy that I did that.
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The car needs to be fixed really bad. And I just don't want to get it done.....my hubby will be pissed when he comes. He left the car in bad condition tho......so I spose he'll end up fixing it anyways.....I told him the car is in crappy condition.....
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My stomach is all popped out on top......funny.......and good. Can't wait till next OB/GYN visit......I actually slept all night last night....almost peed myself on the way to the toilet...LOL!!! And actually did some housework today.....I'm in a rut....and I'm trying to get out.....
posted by Safa at 8:30 AM
5 Comments:
Asalamalaykom Safa,
Good that you can focus mostly on the real ins and outs of your life: baking bread and what's in your oven LOL :)
11:30 AM
Is the villa a real place, or just part of the fantasy? I do that all the time, paint walls in my head, sometimes knocking them down and building new rooms! and my garden is miraculously transformed, trees just planted become 5 metres tall, flowers blooming everywhere. My windows always have ornately carved screens, furniture sparse but the house full of light...and there is always an internal courtyard where i can sit and dry the henna on my hair with no one seeing!
5:31 PM
salaams
glad to hear that u got a good nites rest. its important for you and baby
dont be so hard on yourself. you doing the best you can under not so good circumstances. u dont know how many people u have touched with your postings and what a difference you have made in their lives
your eid post inspired me to decorate my home with ballons and do some fun stuff with the kids.
you are an interesting, kind person and you dont realise your true worth. i thank Allah for making our paths cross
as for hubby and the sheik, lets tyr the 10 day thingy again, thats if u up to it. lest start tomorrow and motivate each other all day way. im sure together we can see it through. what do u think?
10:42 PM
salaams
safa i hope all is well with u. i see u havent posted in a while
i posted a comment on my blog.
i wanna apologise for imposing the 10 day thingy on u. it was wrong of me. please call hubby and talk to him. u are preggers and u need him now.
i will continue with this 10 day thingy myself
u can always do it later, when u up to it
i want u to have a great weekend and to be happy. u owe it to yourself and the kids, especially the baby
4:41 AM
The villa is very real......I can't find my bluetooth thingy, or I'd post some pics of it. Right now all the kids want to move in desperately.....this apt just has bad memories for us.
10:21 PM
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