Seeing the survivor in the woman I know.....
A huge storm hit Toronto today. I watched it on the news. I even watched it thru the window. I could see some tough cookies out there in the street braving the weather.
They are made of a lot, sturdier than I.
As I sat there.....looking at each brave soul......walking with their heads down, faces covered with scarves, hats on their heads....wrapped in all manner of warm things.......
I saw something that I recognized.......
I'm not sure exactly when it hit me......it was a momentary reflection and then it was gone. Sort of like the great ideas that you have, promising yourself that you'll remember to tell it to someone tomorrow..........and you never do remember exactly WHAT the idea was....but you manage to remember that for one brief moment, an idea existed.....
So I think it happened when I saw this young woman tramping along the non existant sidewalk..........just as she made it to the corner of a building and was now protected from the wind......she sort of leaned up against the brick wall.....caught her breath....held her head up and dared to look at the long road ahead.....
Did she feel blissfull exhiliration at escaping her forced obedience since she was no longer fighting the power and control of the ever present wind.......
Yes.
I surely do see something, friends.......
Breathe.


9 Comments:
It can can olny get easier from this point forward. You're a brave soul, S.
11:36 PM
I agree with cairogal. I think you've gone through the worst of it all now having made the life changing decision to get yourself out of a bad situation and bravely took action.
Everything is new. You're not where you've been. You're not where you will be. Although you have much work to do and each day will be a challenge for you, focus on where you want to be.
Spend as much time as you can resting and revitalizing yourself. You've been through a lot. Go easy on yourself as much as you can.
You've been holding your breath for a while now. Yes, breathe.
And finally.......exhale.
2:31 AM
Beautifully written.
8:44 AM
i dont know what to say. just reading that brought tears to my eyes. oh so whats new. how many of your posts have i read that made me ache? you can see how strong you are. look how you got the children and took all of them SAFELY out of egypt back to your own country. i know its hard and its hard on the children to be cooped in one room. but remind them that its temporary. safa you will make it.
9:50 AM
Here in mid-Missouri it's 70* and sunny. I am sitting outside with the laptop enjoying the sound of the soothing wind and cars passing’s. Oh Safa your such a dear sweet soul. Tears tingling down as I write this. You have given me strength to demand more in my relationship. A big cyber hug my dear. May Allah continue to bring peace to your soul.
Amira
2:19 PM
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2:19 PM
Here in mid-Missouri it's 70* and sunny. I am sitting outside with the laptop enjoying the sound of the soothing wind and cars passing’s. Oh Safa your such a dear sweet soul. Tears tingling down as I write this. You have given me strength to demand more in my relationship. A big cyber hug my dear. May Allah continue to bring peace to your soul.
Amira
2:19 PM
I think the longer you are away from the situation you left, the more you will realise how much it took out of you and the more you will realise what you want for yourself and your children.
Stay strong!
2:13 AM
i totaly agree with solace. i think the more time passes, yur gona look back and shake yur head and wonder how you ever were in that situation.
You are blessed I think that Allah gave you the strength to go outside.
7:58 AM
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